Monday, August 28, 2006

Wishes.. Ego.. n Confusion...

Life takes twists and turns, we meet and interact with so many people but only a few are able to accompany us .. every now and then our life takes a sudden twist.. we meet new people and loose contact with a few ones why? .. is it because our bonds were weak? Or that our desires to be with each other were meek?.. or was it simply destiny.. ya.. its destiny that will bring two people together and tear them apart.. and then destiny again that brings back long lost friends and loved ones together again.

In all our relations .. let there be no egos involved.. fortunately for me.. I dont suffer from an ego syndrome.. but a confusion syndrome.. it is an acute disease.. where I am sometimes not able to understand, interpret or comprehend the subtle signals conveyed by others through their behavior towards me. I dont brood over things or think too much.. on the ordinary things.. but then occasionally I get inflected with the confusion virus and it will only take its own due course of time to get clarity to surface.

Wishes are few, ego is submerged to some limits.. and confusion is surrounding me.. the fear of being not wanted and not even having a clue about it makes me nervous I am and will be here only but.. if you are not too sure .. its better to move on.. will be doing each other a favor.. I give 100%.. and expect nothing less..and leave the egos out when you enter my sanctuary.. I have had more than my share of half hearted friendships..being in the group .. the in feeling friends.. bus.. I am better off by myself than having fair weather friends they are just people.. aquaintances.. but true friends.. no matter the distance, no matter the circumstances are there for me as I try for them and I am fortunate in having them.. they are worth.. more to me .. cuz they are rare gems that came to me and made my life richer and so much better.. Thank you .. for being a source of inspiration.. for supporting me.. advising me.. guiding me the right wayfor pointing out my mistakes..scolding me.. fighting with me.. manaofying me for watching out for me.. for accepting me the way I am ...for even putting up with me in my sullen moods and joyous moods.. for being there for me always you make my life beautiful each day.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

We all love u alot!!!

U r such a lovable person!
...jaanu koi paagal hi hoga jo tum se naaraaz hota hoga!!!

hota hai to ho....some people love u sooo much..and m one of them:-)

...and do remember"dont let someone become priority in ur life...when u r just an option in their life!"

so dont ever think people leave u coz of ur fault...but the truth is they dont deserve to be in ur life!
let them go now...better they leave now..as they will otherwise leave few days/yrs later giving more pain...:-(

be smiling always :-)

Nimrat said...

Ya.. this is so right!...