End of a dragging saga....confusion and formal words

“Thank you for your time”. … 

I am sorry, I forgot to thank so many ppl for their time and when .. some one said that… I felt.. like… what is it supposed to mean?.. in what sense.. is it a sincere compliment or an indication in a negative sense…end of story..I am in a confusion.. which is not really a confusion… as I am not really sure but I am more inclined to think on the negative side..

American language is so polite… words in this language will be feeding you to the dogs but the same words will have many meanings and could be interpreted in a plethora of versions.. … that poor confusion prone me ..has become confused…  have to spend some time revolving the words in my head .. just in order to understand….and explore the different possibilities that could have been conveyed.. ha ha… what the other ppl might have casually said/ or not said for that matter .. Should not be allowed to become …blown out of proportions so as to become the cause of a splitting headache… 

Moral of the story.. I prefer plain talk!, complicated words and formality – make me uncomfortable… as it takes so much time for the meanings to get across loud and clear.

Personal action Plan:

I should avoid formal words and formal ppl .. as it has been concluded that formality of any kind gives me headache as it leads me to thinking about things that have no useful insights for me….i start thinking… like what they said , why they said.. and how it can be interpreted. … but no one except myself to confirm if what I might be thinking is true or not.. and all the blab la.. ha ha..  C’mon.. I have more important things in my life going that will not be so futile mental exercises as this.. right… 

Avoidance is no cure.. you say…. but it will help me keep my sanity till the time I find a cure… ha ha..

Stop thinking on silly issues… look at the big picture..  and I am sure I am not so comprehendingly challenged that I don’t understand the meanings…  its just that.. I might be resisting the reality..  but what ever it is … it is..  and a smart person is the one who can evaluate the situations critically…  every day in the job offers new learning and pdp, personal skills are something that would be good for me to focus on… 

I am going for a cookie company visit.. Thursday… so a full day will be gone.. I am doing fine.. but I have to go and seek out my own learnings.. and emerge as a better individual… and as a professional too.  The more experience one can get.. the lesser chances of them flunking on a silly game of words…. I also had a first hand albeit a rather silly experience of trying to make a fool of someone.. to me it was like wasting someone’s time… and more importantly our own time… but it was their game.. I was an observer… but it was not a real issue…

Btw.. Mahi Ve from Fakhir has started playing on my jukebox… so I have started enjoying this song.. I really like it….

.. so sab sari gaali logon ki harkatein aur baatein.. bhool jao.. aur apne kaam mein dhayan do.. keep focused on your ultimate goals… cuz.. they are not far now.. and not unachievable too… do your best and leave the rest.. J

Always smile away the worries … there are better things in store for me and you :-)