Observing Baanke..the inner perspective

... contd.....
apneyan noo chaddan da gamm te navi jagah jaan di excitement.... na royea te na kurlaaya... par.. eh khayaal si...ki hun zindagi da ek navaan panna shuroo ho reha hai...

Amreeka!!... life of opportunity...where nothing can stop you!.. but yourself. With a thousand dreams and aspirations and hope, our Man friday.. takes a leap...

First time inside a plane; made some decisions in life... now there will be no turning back. agge hi agge jaana hai... sab kuch dekhna hai.. not miss anything on the learning and exploring side. However still,tried to curb , monkey like curiosiy, while all fellow passengers seemed so bored with life in general... luckiliy got the window seat... with a good view.. but it was night time; early morning...Take off could be scary, had read a lot bout it... but it was a hilarious feeling.

But well, still felt a bit nervous about talking to the airhostess, [its been a while.. but I have observed .. a bit in a way a reluctance regarding the skin color] lekin... humaare baanke ke paas "inner happiness " hi itni thi... ki.. external circumstances ka effect nahi hua unpe... abhi ke liye to sab kuch picture purrfect tha... Charge full tha....nothing could spoil his mood/no one could get in the way for him n his objectives...... uske paas inner strength hi itni thi, he made a decision to not let any external circumstances to affect him or dampen his spirits... woh yaahan kisi purpose ke liye aaya hai... use woh dhoondna tha...

Sometime in life , we experience some wierd and ..out of the ordinary incidents... happenings.. chance meetings...beyond the explanation of logic thought... verging on the paranormal...

I have a feeling they are all in some how trying to fit in some pattern .. in keeping with the destiny... I am a proactive thinker.. but I am mostly on do first think later... cuz the more i think more doubts and confusions arise...and that I attribute to the duality of my Sign; but will write on that some other time... So, our hero is here for a purpose... but he is not too clear... its the clarity of vison that he lacks, that comes in the way... its never external ... though he tends to believe it so... and blames them too at times...but it has always been somthing inside ,, its been a while since he has had this realization...but still tries to suppress that knowledge..he knows fully well... its inside.. all his fears, insecurities... which are really meaningless but they are just routiene and so familiar to him... so like a comfort zone..gathered from all the lil incidents in life.. does not want to let em go.. we humans are sticklers of routiene... oh.. no.. no... we all exhibit patterns... same with very slight modifications... its the way we have been programmed...but the code can be changed any time by the user... we fortunately have copyrights and ascess to that... but we are just too happy with taking life as it comes instead of even trying to meet it half way.. it is the ordinary people who... when they persevere, for what they believe in... become great.
But they never seek greatness ... they seek and follow what they believe in... with a passion

you don't have a passion... and you don't have a vision.. u say... look at our Baanke... he had no passion... no vision... till one day.. something changed it!

.... the brain is like so much information base that keeps assimilating stuff... the concious part of it "the ram as in a PC" only has ascess to so much... but its all in there... gathering dust.. untill the day we decide or are driven enough to seek.. One Day!...that turning point in life comes.

Mine came a while back, I have not been in touch with myself... and today all of a sudden at a friends suggestion when i started blogging... it all came back to me flooding... memories... I am now again... in touch with my purpose... n its the inherent goodness of heart that... brings out the best in others... I am going to quote excerpt from bhagwad geeta...

"Whatever happened, it happened for good.Whatever is happening, is happening for good.Whatever that will happen, it will be for good.What have you lost for which you cry?What did you bring with you, which you have lost?What did you produce, which has destroyed?You did not bring anything when you were born.Whatever you have, you have received from Him.Whatever you will give, you will give to Him.You came empty handed and
you will go the same way. Whatever is yours today was somebody else’s yesterday and will be somebody else’s tomorrow.
Change is the law of the universe."

Why be sad?... take a deep breath... and "Let"....and breathe out " Go".