I had a battle today..... :-( makes me feel so sad. I don't like this aspect of the system, this battle of wits... the games advisors and the hiring managers play with poor unsuspecting folks like me.
Whom to trust?
Well what do you get out of being honest and open and forthcoming??... I guess nothing!, but how do I change myself? It is my basic nature... what I am I am.. you expect the total truth from me if it concerns me alone. My friend Sanjeev told.. "Tum koi satyavadi harish chandar ki suputri ho?" .. I am not.. but I can't mislead someone on false pretentions... it is simply not me. .. mujhe se nahi hota yeh... and neither I want to do it ever.
So in this battle of wits.... or negociations and wicked manipulations... I stood aside as an observer.. feeling everything.. taking it all... for a while over 2 months.... and now.. I have spoken up. Spoken up for the truth... leaving all the manipulators aside.. things may or may not work in my favor now. But I have the satisfaction of doing the right thing.
I am sad and very disappointed... in people. But I have emerged stronger, I am happy with myself for doing the right thing, and sticking to my beliefs. Rest I have left it to them... made them my final offer.. take it or leave it. I can only be pushed so far... No more.
Tell me ... did I win?
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3 comments:
ya surely u did win!!
do the way u think is right.ok!!
coz what i know about u is, u can never do wrong to anybody..u are a simple and pure soul!have faith in u..dont loose heart if others think u r wrong or so... god is always there by ur side and He is the only one who should be with us!!
u are a better judge than anybody else!!!
just be happy always:-)
This makes me feel so much better.. I thank God for giving me friends like you!.. :-)..
I am happy now.
ya thanks to God!
..me too lucky..to be with you again..now m not gonna loose contact with u..at any cost!
takecare love:-)
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