mitraan di gormet cooking ... simply awesome!!

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Bairaag ...

Watching this 1976 Dilip Kumar movie.... " peetay peetay.. jaam badal jatey hain...."

some very good songs ...

old classic theme ... double role, Ram-sham story ... Kader Khan is the inspector... 34 yrs younger :) ... and Aunty ji will not let me interrupt a single dialogue ... Mom is the same way... I am just amuzed at the spl effects with the music, the make up .... the dishoom-dishoom, the melodrama ...

a very famous song .." chhoti si umar mein lag gaya rog...

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It all started with Gobhi Gosht ....

I was reading a random article on internet on ... frugal things to do ... it said....,

"Keep a journal of clippings/ideas of things your significant other has shown interest in. You will always have a handy reference for gift ideas"

:)

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Am I depressed ?

... Speculate on this ....

most people are, and weekends tend to be the most depressing times especially sunday evenings ..

I dread sunday evenings ....

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i WANT to VENT!!!!!

Hi _______,

I want to vent today, ... i didn't blog for almost 2 years ? ... been busy, settling in I was adopted into 2 new families temporarily had a relatively new job ... was a bit exited about a potential match(es) ..:P ... i was generally very excited to meet the teddy bear guy ... there were so many possibilities back then. Its been more than 2 years, i used to be hopeful, optimistic that things will be rosy someday, there will be a wonderful guy committed to me for life, I'll be climbing up confident on the corporate ladder. I'll have a place of my own ... i had dreams ... i had hopes ... back then

now with the things that have happened .... life has not offered anything the way i hoped for yet...

Feeling so low & disappointed .... lost some of the people whom I loved dearly and cared for ... i have been such an emotional fool, ... i can deal with black and white spaces ... relationships and devine plans are so many variations in shades of gray! ....

if you recently got married, had a kid, progressed in anyway ... I congratulate you but pls don't expect me to call you or write to you .. I am done with you asking me about my situation, if some progress happens at my end ... I will let you know ... you ask why its not happening ... I'll be dammed if i knew ...... and if I knew i would do something about it ... right ? Oh so you think you know ?? ... so why the hell are you not telling me ? ... whats stopping you to help me ...

I want change .... big time ... and mind you for the better ... I am SICK & TIRED of the sameness ... I don't want to hear another sad news ... if you have happy tidings for me ... pray do share ... i need a cheer in my spirits ... nothing i feel is going right at this point...

I am way too bored of routiene, I am sorry i am not interesed in hanging out with anyone ... I feel like fleeing ... but where ? ... I DONT KNOWWWW!!!! ... I CANT GO FAR ... Anyways....

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Gurbani Hukumnama

Your servant is not afraid of anything; the Messenger of Death cannot even approach him. ||1||Pause||

Those who are attuned to Your Love, O my Lord and Master, are released from the pains of birth and death.

No one can erase Your Blessings; the True Guru has given me this assurance. ||2||

Those who meditate on the Naam, the Name of the Lord, obtain the fruits of peace. Twenty-four hours a day, they worship and adore You.

In Your Sanctuary, with Your Support, they subdue the five villains. ||3||

I know nothing about wisdom, meditation and good deeds; I know nothing about Your excellence.

Guru Nanak is the greatest of all; He saved my honor in this Dark Age of Kali Yuga. ||4||10||57||

Soohee, Fifth Mehla:

Renouncing everything, I have come to the Guru's Sanctuary; save me, O my Savior Lord!

Whatever You link me to, to that I am linked; what can this poor creature do? ||1||

O my Dear Lord God, You are the Inner-knower, the Searcher of hearts.

Be Merciful to me, O Divine, Compassionate Guru, that I may constantly sing the Glorious Praises of my Lord and Master. ||1||Pause||

Twenty-four hours a day, I meditate on my God; by Guru's Grace, I cross over the terrifying world-ocean.

Renouncing self-conceit, I have become the dust of all men's feet; in this way, I die, while I am still alive. ||2||

How fruitful is the life of that being in this world, who chants the Name in the Saadh Sangat, the Company of the Holy.

All desires are fulfilled, for the one who is blessed with God's Kindness and Mercy. ||3||

O Merciful to the meek, Kind and Compassionate Lord God, I seek Your Sanctuary.

Take pity upon me, and bless me with Your Name. Nanak is the dust of the feet of the Holy. ||4||11||58||

Raag Soohee, Ashtapadee, First Mehla, First House:

One Universal Creator God. By The Grace Of The True Guru:

I am totally without virtue; I have no virtue at all.

How can I meet my Husband Lord? ||1||

I have no beauty, no enticing eyes.

I do not have a noble family, good manners or a sweet voice. ||1||Pause||

The soul-bride adorns herself with peace and poise.

But she is a happy soul-bride, only if her Husband Lord is pleased with her. ||2||

He has no form or feature;

at the very last instant, he cannot suddenly be contemplated. ||3||

I have no understanding, intellect or cleverness.

Have Mercy upon me, God, and attach me to Your Feet. ||4||

She may be very clever, but this does not please her Husband Lord.

Attached to Maya, she is deluded by doubt. ||5||

But if she gets rid of her ego, then she merges in her Husband Lord.

Only then can the soul-bride obtain the nine treasures of her Beloved. ||6||

Separated from You for countless incarnations, I have suffered in pain.

Please take my hand, O my Beloved Sovereign Lord God. ||7||

Prays Nanak, the Lord is, and shall always be.

She alone is ravished and enjoyed, with whom the Beloved Lord is pleased. ||8||1||

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a typical work day ...

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a beautiful verse ...

I cannot promise you

a life of sunshine,

I cannot promise riches,

wealth, or gold,

I cannot promise you

an easy pathway

That leads away from change

or growing old,

But I can promise

all my heart’s devotion,

A smile to chase away

your tears of sorrow,

A love that’s ever true

and ever growing,

A hand to hold in yours

through each tomorrow,

Two loving arms to shelter

and protect you,

The knowledge that I need you

more than ever,

And all the happiness

that love can give you

As, hand in hand,

we walk through life together.

I love you.

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