Seasons ....

seasonal changes - view through the apt window captured via motorazr 1.3 mega pixels (psv, 2007). It rained this morning and nature presented me with a very nice view outside. I am typing while reclining on my bed in a very comfy position - from which you can gradually slide deeper into the covers to blissfull sleep or a short nap - which i will eventually partake... but first a quick update -
Day light savings have set in so we are now one hr ahead :-) Wonderful morning! I worked on the software equation set up - I feel I might have a possible solution - just ready to be tested if it will work. A hit or a miss ! - hoping for a hit as always..
I am having dal rice and chane for lunch, and my other roomie is laughing her head off watching "Omaar sharif's play clippings - bakra kishton pe - on you tube" - the funny thing is we are doing things silently - I am concentraing on my work and all of a sudden she bursted into crazy laughter - I was like " kya ho gaya, bed se gir to nahi paregi yeh larki ?? lolz - I guess after a while i was like gir bhi pari to - carpet hai na - then we can both laugh it off together :P , so I am now typing along with occasional bursts of crazy laughter in the background...

Having a wonderful spring break .. so far - mixed thoughts bout friday though ... advanced wishes have started pouring in, for no reason I am being apprehensive every day should be a celebration of self , a celebration of life , a celebration of work done well and thankful ness.

My parents were concerened about a potent issue so they consulted an astrologer for that matter, and the reccomendations were to wait one more year - so guess what, folks I feel suddenly so free of a stress that has been subconciously lurking at the back of my mind - a sort of social pressure - I wanted to wait and seek the directions influenced by external causes - people of significance - but now once again I know I have to take the lead in my own hands and try to make the best of what I possess. Actually, I will own up that I had this feeling all along with me - but as is with everyone even though we know some answers - we still prefer to pretend not to know them and let things instigate responses - until one day the inner self retaliates and makes its voice heard in a profound way. So its me once again in charge and in control of my life - a year ahead of hard work - a year of struggle - a year to live life to it fullest, a year to be myown true self , to express myself fully - a year of personal awareness, mental growth - a year to seek, accomplish and fulfill my own dreams !

Arey yaar , yeh mausam aur ek pyaala mazedaar chai ho jaaye - subhaan allah !
Tea time folks :-)