Its time I did a mental revamp too...

Dear Reader,

I am having a good time! Actually I was having a very good time until the moment I had “this” talk with my boss… well for one thing. I had to face some criticism, which I failed to comprehend… as I was not provided any specific examples on them and the other was that I am new, who is going to teach me the taur tareekey of the working world… Corporate world is different from the academic world!.. way too different… I am trying to find my way in… and am a bit confused.. on how much is too much or too less.. It’s a fine balance. How to try to maintain that? With small talk?  I am really no good at that… I suck!.. I will end up humiliating my self .. and we know what a goofer I tend to end up being… So what to do… Is this time to read up some employee work relationship manual or something? … Something likely to be titled “ How to initiate small talk with ppl at work and get them to bring them to your desk for a chat” … I mean I get so distracted ... I can’t even type 2 words.. while I am on the phone or talking to something.. I can’t multitask… on something that use the same side of my brain.. some ppl can do it.. but I can’t.. or wait may be I should read up.. a dummy’s guide to multitasking and getting things right.. or may be “how to please everyone at the sametime and not kill yourself in the process”… ha ha ha..   

All I can say is that I am learning.. and I prefer to take the good things … and work on the not so positive aspects someone notices in me.. ;-).. I don’t socialize much… grr!!.. mere kol time kitthey hai?... kamm taan nibarda nahi hai.. aiwein hi faltoo kise de desk te jaa ke kee kehna hai.. I wouldn’t even know… what to say.. deseeyan naal jinni marzi bhakaaee karaa lao.. but with Americans..  hi how you doing?.. to baad.. saari angreji bhull jaandi hai.. which is kind of frustrating and starting to stutter is even worse.. there is so much I would wish to say .. but words fail me as my processor and the choice of high frequency vocal vocab is limited!.. which is kind of sad.. but I will improve.. as I have started working on it…  JJ sahib to ek sermon-ious dose lain daa time aa gaya hai … I don’t really mind .. but some times… it fails to keep track of the time and goes on and on and on…. I am just like a kid here.. too… but I guess..  I time I enrolled myself for a quick JJ’s “New Employee behavior management short course.. and if I manege to get myself enrolled and attend this seminar.. I would be happy to share the excerpts with you all… till then there is nothing much.. except.. that I cats are going to meet the dogs up in the mountains for a Sunday afternoon at Denise’s place and for some sorentini.. or something and some spl Italian or greek dish.. after all she is a professional chef … yumm.. can’t wait to go meet the dogs up in the hills.. he he..